Socrates said, "An unexamined life is not worth living." This is my feeble attempt at examining my life.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

>Tuesday

10:18 AM Posted by Daniel Rose No comments
>You don't get anything for 3 days and then...BAM! 2 days of blogging just like that! The waiting of the blog is a lot like the waiting that we've been learning about in the...

People of Promise our theme for Tuesday!

The story of the people of promise begins oddly enough with Genesis 11 and the tower of Babel where humanity is so high on themselves that they've forgotten God. God scatters the people but in His unrelenting love plans to bless all the families of the earth. Once again we find God responding to our rebellion with steadfast love and acts of mercy. What a God!

So on Tuesday morning we listened, as if we were hearing the story for the first time, the story of Abram and Sarai. We noted the long wait of Abram and his wife as God promised a son, but month after month, nothing. We saw the challenge that Abram had in leaving his homeland at the age of 70. The tests of faith that he sometimes passed and sometimes failed. Tom Ghena had the insight of the morning when he said that "This story shows that sometimes when you're doing the right thing, it doesn't always make things better in your life right away." Sometimes, there's just waiting.

The next scene was passover, the leaving of Egypt. Here again, the theme of waiting pops up. God's people were enslaved for 400 years! And as Pharoah takes the male children and drowns them, the people of Israel cry for deliverance! God rescues Moses. But again, it's not until Moses is 80 years old, that the people of Israel are delivered from Pharoah's hand.
Waiting and waiting! As we heard the story of the plagues and the passover, we pictured the fear that Israelite families may have had about the death angel. In our mind's eye we saw the hope, the wonder and the expectation of the hebrew slaves as God was fighting against Pharoah through the plagues.

And the theme of separation emerged again. Abram left his land, Israel was to leave Egypt, and the beautiful image of the red sea escape is this: after Israel escaped through the path in the red sea, that path closed up.

The road to Egypt is closed. New life in a new land. Never to return to slavery. This is rescue. And this is how God intends for us to live our own rescue--Don't go back to your old life of slavery. You've been separated from it!

Ok, sorry. I just really like that picture.

And that was just the morning! Ok, now in the afternoon, while we were REALLY hungry, we had to go on a hike with our lunches. We were wandering, and we were hungry, just like the Israelites in the wilderness! And it was long, and a bit painful, but I really think we learned a lot about what God expects of his covenant people. One great lesson from the book of Exodus was that God rescued us to be a "Kingdom of priests." We broke that down and understood that a kingdom has a King, people that are subject to the King, and laws. And that priests mediate between God and others. So we are to be a people under God, who obey His laws and somehow show others what this God is like. It's our new identity. Our new role: royal priests. And this was God's plan way back under Moses' leadership and in the promise made to Abram. God's plan is unrelenting even in the face of our sin and rebellion. His plan is in motion.

After the wanderings we had a tabernacle experience which was very cool. It was a walk through of each station of the tabernacle. Perhaps some of the most significant stations/lessons were the following: 1) Again, God made a way for our sin to be taken care of...through the death of another, in this case-an animal. 2) We felt the separation of being outside of the gate of the tabernacle. On one hand there's a sense of guilt, here I am again offering a sacrifice for my sin. On the other hand there's gratitude that God has made a way for guilt to be gone! We experienced the guilt of our sin as we dipped our hands in red paint symbolizing the blood that needed to be spilled for our sin. We saw clean water turn red because of our sin. We saw white towels become stained because of our sin. Powerful images. We entered the holy of holies and noted the symbols of sin in the ark of the covenant: Aaron's staff that represented the time the Israelites grumbled against his priesthood. A jar of manna representing the grumbling about the food God provided in the desert. And the law representing Israel's failure to keep it. Yet, these sins are covered by the top of the ark, the mercy seat where God dwells between the cherubim. Our sins of rebellion are covered. God's love always comes into play after we sin. AMAZING!

A quick word about worship: Great singing and sharing. No teaching, just a time for students to respond to God and what they've learned through art (charcoal drawing, paints, poetry, etc) or they can pray or be a part of further study of the Scriptures. Also, they've got different prayer stations set up that have been so powerful for me. A wailing wall like in Jerusalem where you can write your intercession and tuck it into the wall.

Also, there's a cross with a number of prayer mats for reflection. A wall of promises from God's word for reflection and thanksgiving and huge areas for drawing and writing out your requests or thanksgiving.

I'm running late for Wednesday night worship now; I've got to run! Thanks for reading and praying!

Mike

>Monday at Merge

10:14 AM Posted by Daniel Rose 1 comment
>So sorry for not getting a word out to y'all sooner, but we have been busy.
Good busy.

Hey the last word I sent you guys was that we would be dealing with the theme of separation...have you felt separate from us? Yeah, that's my fault, not intentional at all. Just busy doing what I sense God has been wanting me to do. Now, I sense, it's time to blog!

Monday---Separation. In the morning we heard with new ears, the story of human rebellion, Cain and Abel, and the flood. The beauty that we had pictured in our mind's eye of creation in its freedom and intimacy was now shattered. No longer do we see images of seed bearing trees and plants.
Now it's thorns and thistles. Laughter has been replaced with blaming.
Freedom with shame. We truly lost something wonderful in our rebellion.

When we hear these very familiar stories we're asked to ponder questions like, "What do you notice in this scene for the first time? What do you see in your mind when you think of this scene? What do you wonder about? What questions did it bring up?"

Some saw the pursuit of God asking, "Where are you?" Others wondered, "Why is the tree of knowledge and good and evil in the center of the garden?"
"Why was Eve by the tree?"

We heard the story of Cain and Abel and the flood. We re-enacted each of these scenes with some pretty funny drama. More importantly we began to see themes emerge. Themes like an act of sin followed by God's goodness and love. After Adam and Eve sinned, God gave them clothes. After Cain killed Abel, God provided protection for Cain. After the judgment of the flood, God provided a new start and a promise never to destroy the earth with a flood. Sin is always met with an act of kindness on God's part. And if I'm to be like God what does that mean for me when I see sin and brokenness in the people around me?

And this was just the morning! In the afternoon, we experienced and looked again at the stories of separation. We gathered by a tree and considered our own acts of rebellion. We took a bite of an apple and confessed our sins privately to God. We then traveled to a local high school and considered the separation and alienation sin brings into our relationships.
This was a time to ask forgiveness from anyone in the group that we have done wrong or have been ignoring. We also could ask for prayer to be loving in our more difficult relationships. There were some meaningful conversations and times of prayer. Finally the last experience Monday afternoon was a visit to a cemetary where we considered the separation of death caused by sin. This was huge for many of us. We considered the brevity of life and considered the fact that on these tombstones there's a dash between the birth date and date of death. How will we spend our dash?
What do we want our life to look like?

A great time of worship in the evening was followed by some good group sharing. I'll tell you about what worship looks like in Tuesday's blog.
Until then!

Mike

Monday, July 16, 2007

>Merge Trip Day One - Sunday

12:32 PM Posted by Daniel Rose 1 comment
>Mike Gorr, Tom Ghena, Susan Holland, Kendal Slack and fourteen students loaded the bus Sunday morning and headed for Chicago. Ron Schwedland was at the wheel. The attending students are: Sarah Brigham, Carissa Cangialosi, Dani Douglas, Sarah Gee, Alishia Gneco, Allison Schmidt, Stephanie Walker, Tommy Douglas, Garrett Fisk, David Gee, Connor Ghena, Graham Nash, Michael Schmidt and Ian Van Tassel. Following is Mike's account of day one...

Our adventure started at 5:30am. Prior to today I didn't know that there were two 5:30's in a 24 hour period! I like the one in the p.m. much better.

But the early departure meant that we could worship at Lawndale Community Church, a wonderful mixed African American/Anglo church in the inner city of Chicago. Great black gospel music and as the choir was getting ready to do their special number I prayed and said, "God it would be just like you for the choir to do a song that was special/personal to me." (I know sounds
kind of Mike-o-centric!) Instead, God did a lot better! The choir
performed Revelation 19--this is the very same song we performed at a youth Sunday 4 years ago! A song that virtually all of us present could connect to.
This was confirmation that God's eye is on us and He knows where we are, where we're going and He's preparing the way for us to get there.

We had deep dish pizza for lunch then headed to Wheaton's campus for Merge. Our first session was tonight (Sunday) on the creation story in Genesis 1 and 2. We are being coached to look at stories from the Bible afresh as if we have never heard them before. It's like getting rid of our old lenses and looking at them through a new lens. The results are a lively discussion with all of us adding insights to what we are learning about God and ourselves in God's story of creation.

Some of the insights include the uninhibited freedom that God created us to live in. Is there anything more free than running around naked and unashamed! We also noted the delight God takes in what He makes...also, the privilege and responsibility He has given to humans. We also enter into God's rhythms. God rests so we rest. God creates and we take part in that creating in being fruitful and multiplying. And the questions that are coming to our minds. All of us seem to be wrestling with the story. We're trying to let God's story unfold before us each day and to consider the implications of this wonderful creating God.

Tomorrow is the episode of separation...until then.

In God's hands,

Mike

Friday, July 6, 2007

>Independence Day Sale

12:20 PM Posted by Daniel Rose 1 comment
>by Robin Schmidt

Perhaps national holidays are best reserved for Art Van furniture sales and not introducing new Blogs? I base this observation on the underwhelming response to our first blog posting. The number of responses we received, well, look for yourself.


I take heart, really, that maybe you were all busy with real life and not screen life. Maybe you took this holiday time to enjoy family, the outdoors, personal interaction and you were not sitting in front of computer or television screens.


But the holiday is over now, and while I am a strong advocate for real life over screen life, we have a new blog here people and:
Attention must be paid. (Linda Loman, Death of a Salesman)

With that in mind I offer you our second posting, which poses a question...


Sunday, July 15
... fourteen Refuge students and five leaders will head to Chicago for Sonlife's Merge Conference. Merge, a conference that will present students with interactive episodes from God's story and challenge them to find their place in that story.

Some of the students have greeted this conference with the enthusiasm generally reserved for brussel sprouts or household chores. "Do I have to?" Do they
have to? Do they have to what? Hear God's story? (Again.) Do they have to find a place in it? Isn't that our hearts' desire for our kids? That they would know God and live their lives as He designed them?

That would be my prayer. That is what I would ask of God.


What do you pray for your kids?